No one ever reads this but me, so who cares???
I joined weight watchers online on 12/31. I went to my first meeting on 1/3. Journaling is a big part of the whole deal - so I will journal here. This way I can journal no matter where I am. Because we (who is this we, I am the only one who reads this) know I will be no where without internet. Ok, so maybe I will be some time, but what I want to do then, is journal on paper and then enter it. I may even do that with the few days worth of journaling that I did on paper earlier this year.
I got up and did the treadmill this morning. I was only able to do 15 minutes and then I started wheezing pretting good so I stopped. I am going to do the short WATP this evening. I was going to try the treadmill in the evening, and I may go back to that - but for now I want to do treadmill in the am and WATP in the evening.
On plan so far today. Its almost 1:30. Everyone is eating healthier around here, so that helps. They are supposed to be doing a 'biggest loser' thing here. I haven't been officially asked to join, but I sure would like to. Maybe someone will ask me. If not - oh well - who cares!!! This is not about anyone else - this is about me. Just me I am doing this mostly for me.
Five days in and this one isn't a struggle yet. Haven't had that feeling since SWBO six years (EEK) ago, and that one worked - until I let myself fail. I will not, I cannot fail this time. There may be weeks where I don't show a loss on the scales, but that is not an excuse to give up. I am going to do this. I am going to get to 150 pounds. I am dammit. I am too good a person not to be thin and happy. If I am thinner I will be able to get a better job, because people wont be able to label me lazy. Well, they wont be so quick to label me lazy...
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